I tried.
I really tried.
Asking you.
Maybe i shouldnt have in the first place.
If you dont wanna tell me, it's okay.
Where did i go wrong?
I'm numb.
From EVERTHING.
If it makes you feel better, then hate me.
Your silence deafens me.
It really does.


This emptiness kills me.
I'm a friend, a companion, a caregiver.
And yet i cant be there for you.
I cant figure out your thoughts.
I cant slip past your defense.
Am i just too simplistic and naive to comprehend you?
All these complexity, i cant grasp.
I dont want to pry into your life, when you dont want me to.
I dont know what else i should do anymore.
Please.
Would you teach me how.


And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life